– Old Timers Stories…

by anonymous.

(…) My Life Repair started slow and ended rather spectacularly,  leaving me a different person with all sorts of whole track recall on people I was meeting in daily life. It changed things for me in a big way when  I started being able to recognize people I had known before. The instant attractions and enmities I had experienced for many years started making sense for the first time.

I saw the value of training in my very first exposure to Scientology.  A most ordinary and non-charismatic staff member engaged me in conversation after a frankly disappointing Personality Test review. She asked me something along the lines of, “Is anything stopping you in life?” and I unloaded forty years of disappointment and loss in one go with tears streaming down my face.

When I ran down, she asked me, “What would your life be like if you could handle that?” The words poured out of me in a torrent and I cried tears of relief at the thought of actually being able to change my life for the better.

The interesting part of this was that I was more interested in where she got the training to do what she had just done. When she said, “I’m an auditor and I got my training here”. I finally knew what I wanted to do with my life. That was in the mid-Seventies and I spent the next twenty years getting trained and auditing others.

That was then and things have changed since then…

As time went on, I saw more emphasis on pushing stats than on freeing beings and I finally withdrew from active connection with the Church of Scientology.

In recent years I have seen a growing gulf in reality between those who have had life-changing gains from Scientology in past years and those who have “progressed” to the upper levels with little or no case gain. Quicky actions, and invalidative case actions have shortchanged those who sought freedom.

A person who has never experienced case gain or past lives from Scn processing has every reason to believe from personal experience that it is all a scam.  Powered by hope alone, the members of this latter group are easy prey to doubts since they have no stable data that the tech actually works.

When I read about Sea Org members with years of service and no real auditing, I see a betrayal of the worst kind on the part of Int Mgmt.

One of the best things that will happen is when the independent field offers repair actions for all case levels. Sometimes it doesn’t take much. The right indication can rehabilitate heavily invalidated case states.

If independent Scientologists continue to grow in numbers and in strength, those who have been denied gains because of out-tech will have a chance to get the gains they are capable of.

Saving the field is what its all about. A distributed model of service may be the future if the CofS is not reformed.Old Timers


5 responses

1 12 2009

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3 12 2009

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20 01 2010

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26 05 2010

This is a long re: post

1974 First contact: I became acquainted with Harold Holder OT level unknown. He had performed assists on me for various ills. As time went on we realized we had a lot in common as I made a decision to audit with him in the field. After a year or so had past we made a 2d commitment and had a daughter.

Years later I took a personality test taken on Hollywood boulevard in Hollywood, CA. and I was convinced myself that staff was the way to go. I was at LA Foundation when the word came through on LRH dropping the body. At that time I was in the middle of doing the upper Trs training 8-C to be exact. I happened to glance down at the material in the booklet of the person sitting near me. I rememnber the words were be 3 feet … (remainder omitted for obvious reasons) and out I POPPED!!! stable and with full percepts. Not being stupid I asked my course supervisor to make a quick trip to the examiner and was refused with the statement break won’t be for 12 more minutes. I continued clearing words and got stuck sort of spun in as it were. By the time I got to the examiner and stated the obvious to me that I went Clear and at when it happened I had already gone passed the point of no return at the time as it were. of course there was no FN. Course super and Ethics officer at the time infered I must be PTS due to the fact I was starting to develope sniffles and sneezing although I didn’t feel sick but I did feel quite enturbulated.

After I had been deemed in a freeloader I had found out that the Ethics officer at the time had been declared. Feeling like I was thoroughly stupid I left the state and made no attempt to reconnect with the cofs for about 35 years.

I had all intentions of purchasing the basic book and lecture series and and despite the persistance of the “sales rep” assigned to me telling me to borrow money from other people just to make sure I got the package as fast as possible, I still waited until I had my own cash in hand before I purchased the package.

Here’s the WIN on the tech. I was understanding everything and I mean really GOT everything from the begin CD up until the end of 1955. 1956 was like a foreign language to me and that is when i cogged Charles George Gregory and my clear number is 541! HA HA HA HA HA I can’t say as I had no examiner on hand here, but I could swear that the meter would have been floating! I am still able to maintain any size space I want and make the postulates stick so good that you can’t pry them off with a spatula. 🙂

I was an auditor then and I have already started field auditing again.
Here’s to WINS in the field once again.

20 05 2012
Cheryll Anderl

Great information 🙂

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